I just wanna spit. I mean it. Just spit, or hit something, or scream at the top of my lungs!! Ignorance and pride have found their nasty way into my home. I am trying to be supportive, positive, understanding. But it's black and white. Why so blurry to others? That's all I can say. I wouldn't be a very nice person if I wrote anymore. I need God. I need to focus on being loving. And trying to realize others hurt as well. I know this post makes no sense. I apologize. Through my trials, I will try and praise Him.
On a much more positive note, a good forever friend is taking me out tonight. She realizes I need some space. We are going to see Avatar in 3D. Can't wait! Think I'll scrounge for some quarters so I can munch on Junior Mints. Yum! And maybe I'll scream at the top of my lungs, or even spit, out the window of her car!!!
Lisa, whatever it is, it will pass and you will someday look at this post and be glad you "let it out" and that you did it without divulging (sp) anything!!! Yeah for you and your self control. Spit, scream, yell...that should help, too! Prayers headed your way. It will be okay. Jeremiah 29:11 :)
ReplyDeleteSo sorry...I know this angry but can't share feeling too well I'm afraid. I've written a few posts like this that make no sense, but it does feel good to vent doesn't it...even if only a little. I'm glad you have a good friend to get out with, I saw Avatar in 3D when J was with us and it was pretty neat. Get all your screaming and spitting out on the way there...then just relax a bit and enjoy the moment. :) Hope you get your junior mints, wish I could get some for ya!
ReplyDeleteSometimes you just need to vent...or yell or even spit.
ReplyDeleteMy prayers are with you.
So glad to hear you are getting out some...I hope you enjoy the movie, we loved it, but then again you probably already read that on my last post. I am sorry you had such a rough day...this too shall pass! (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI am here for you and if you need to talk you know how to get in touch with me. I am praying for you.
ReplyDeleteLisa, sorry to hear about such a frustration. I am lifting you up in prayer right now! Hope you enjoy getting out for some "you" time. Hopefully that will help if not maybe just spit! :)
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